Music is Passion:

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2005-04-07T04:30:57Z

I'd sure hate to break down here
Nothin up ahead or in the rear-view mirror
Out in the middle of nowhere knowin
I'm in trouble if these wheels stop rollin
God help me keep me movin somehow
Don't let me start wishin I was with now
I've made it this far without cryin a single tear
I'd sure hate to break down here

Junior Semi!!!

2005-03-13T18:19:50Z

So the Junior Semi was pretty fun once you got past the fact that you had to clean ten inches of snow off of your car in a suit to get to the place...haha...only in New Hampshire...

The lovely couple:

Look at the Queen of Hearts and the King of Spades! SEXXXY!

Alicia and Aimee lookin' DAMN HOT:

Who's this sexy kid?! ;)

Tyler jammin' out on the dance floor:

...and then came the afterparty...

Er'body in H2 gettin' tipsy!!

That's right, bitches!!

2005-03-12T15:59:24Z

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	everlasting

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So...today is gonna be relatively busy. First things first, we've got our group meeting for becoming PAs this afternoon (at 1). Then, Tracey's brother's coming up with their mom so I can help him work on his paper about Genetically Modified Organisms. Roundup-ready soybeans ... hahaha yum! :-P

Anyways...then it's off to the SEMI!!!!! Thta should be a blast. Zak's sister's coming up ... and its gonna be the crew! We'd better get a hot picture of us ... as much as I dont wanna go, I'm still pretty excited about it. it's been a few since since I've been to a dance.

Then after that ti's off the H2 for a par-tay! I think everyone should be tehre because it will be amazing fun and delicious, per usual for an H2 party!

I'd better get a move on because I just remembered about the Linda take-home...eek. That'll be for Sunday...okay!!! hope everyone has a greate weekend...

Until next time,
Love,
Craig ♥

cregsta69 @ 2005-03-11T19:37:00

2005-03-12T00:38:56Z

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. You neither believe nor disbelieve in God. You don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).

Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

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agnosticism

88%

Islam

63%

Satanism

63%

Buddhism

58%

paganism

50%

Hinduism

42%

atheism

38%

Christianity

29%

Judaism

21%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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SATANISM!? Ummmmmmmmmm....no thanks!!!

Don't fuck with a little gansta!

2005-03-10T18:24:20Z

Humph

2005-03-07T05:58:27Z

Hey everyone

So it goes - another weekend in the books and another school week is rolling in. Nothing ever ends; the end's merely a new beginning - how cliché.

Anywho -- it's now after midnight (Happy Birthday, Roger!) and I can't fucking sleep. Many many days - nay, weeks - in a row of going to bed post-2:00 doesn't help anyone go to bed at midnight. Plus lots of stuff is always on my mind.

This weekend was bizarre. Fun, but bizarre. Friday night was good. My fam came up for dinner. Everyone got to meet Brian, my fucking anti-social, homophobic brother. Great. Sure was a treat for J-4 to meet him! Oh well...sorry boys; he's an ass. What can I say? we're nothing alike...anyways, after the introductions, we went to Jade Ocean in Jaffrey and got some Chinese chow. It was definitely good and I brought everyone's leftovers home and ate them for breakfast on Saturday...haha yum :-P

Anyways ... Friday night when I got back to campus, I went over Marc's with Zak and we got wicked drunk. I miss Marc because I haven't seen/hung out with him in soooofuckinglong. So we did the usual get drunk, sing showtunes, and get fucked in the ass by a broomstick lol. Just kidding, we don't ALWAYS do the broomstick part haha.

Then Zak and I went to LV 8 .. enough said .. hung out at LV for a while then came home and headed out again. lol needless to say, made it home around 4:30 and everyone was still alive so I guess the night coudl qualify as gooooooooood :-D

Saturday was sober day for Craigy. I was the DD so we drove out to LV for the semi after-party after a highly unproductive day of ... oh yeah eating and nothing else but sitting on my derrière. That's always fun though ... not education, but fun. semi party was fun - nice to see some people...then i came home

Sunday consisted of getting up at 11, eating brunch, and locking myself in the library with molly from 12-10. Fun times, I tell you. Biochemistry is my friend, though, and we will kick the shit out of our test on Tuesday, though tomorrow should prove to be a long day...lots of studying. Also, Zak's aunt died :'( so the wake is tomorrow night and i want to make sure I go. Plus I've gotta bake Roger's birthday cake! Oh, yeah, and go to classes too. Then I want to get drunk LOL. This is quite possibly the most random journal entry i've ever written by the way...

Beyond that ... not much has been going on. Lots on my mind, as usual, but that's not a bad thing. now its time to have a "midnight plus 52 minutes" snack and hit the sack (hopefully).

Love love love -- Craig

PS: KRISTIN AND CHRISTINA ARE COMING UP ON WEDNESDAY -- IF YOU WANT TO MEET MY BEST FRIEND FROM RI, COME TO J4 ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT!! :-D AND CATHY WILL BE HERE TOO ;)

Cheers!

A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT FROM YOUR FRIEND, CRAIG!

2005-03-05T22:00:07Z

Have you had your yearly mammogram?

How often should I have a mammogram?

The National Cancer Institute, the nation's chief cancer research agency, recommends that women age 40 and older have a mammogram every one to two years. Women who are at higher than average risk of breast cancer should talk with their doctor about when to begin having regular mammograms.

The strongest risk factors for breast cancer include growing older, having a mother or sister who has had the disease, having had the disease yourself, or having had a breast biopsy (removing cells from the body for study under a microscope) that showed an irregular pattern of cell growth.

For more information on mammograms, talk with your doctor or call the
Cancer Information Service at 1-800-4-CANCER.

THink you're smart....?

2005-03-05T14:23:23Z

Here's an e-mail of some logic questions that I thought was pretty funny. Enjoy!

Below are four (4) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them

instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately.
Let's find out just how clever you really are.

Ready? GO!!! (scroll down)

First Question:

You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What
position are you in?

Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong!
If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second!

Try not to screw up in the next question.

To answer the second question, don't take as much time as you took for the
first question.

Second Question:
If you overtake the last person, then you are...?

Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong
again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person?

You're not very good at this! Are you?

Third Question:
Very tricky math! Note: This must be done in your head only.

Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it.

Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add another
1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000 Now add 10. What is the total?

Scroll down for answer.

Did you get 5000?

The correct answer is actually 4100.

Don't believe it? Check with your calculator! Today is definitely not your
day. Maybe you will get the last question right?

Fourth Question:

Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono.
What is the name of the fifth daughter?

Answer: Nunu?

NO! Of course not.
Her name is Mary. Read the question again

Okay, now the bonus round:

There is a mute person who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the
action of brushing one's teeth he successfully expresses himself to the
shopkeeper and the purchase is done.

Now if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how
should he express himself?

Answer

He just has to open his mouth and ask, so simple.

HAHAHAHA -- what'd ya think? FEEL DUMB? I did hahaha its okay tho - i guessi ll still be ur friend!!

All over you
I'll burn upon your body
With a fire that's mocking the sun
All over you
The love that lingers on your lips
Will be my final testament
That what's been done
I can't undo
I'll always be all over you
Yeah yeah yeah

So...

2005-03-04T01:35:12Z

So, yeah ... today was an awesome day. I woke up in a really good mood (after having a rather cathartic evening - yikes...let's not talk about it) to a horoscope which read...

Focus on what you want to do. There will be no point in arguing with someone you know won't budge. Cut your losses and back away from anyone and anything that is upsetting you. Change is imminent

...which was, like, absolutely perfect for me because that's exactly what I have to do. So anyways, I had proofs, then I worked on physics with Molly and Mandy (the proofs chica ;)). After that, I went to the store and sprinted back to campus cause I was going to be late for Microbiology lab. Little did I know that lab was cancelled...haha - it's okay, I need the exercise.

Recently, I've been on a *MAJOR* classical music kick -- going back to my roots, I guess. As such, I hauled my ass over to Cheney and just rocked out with my old buddies Beethoven and Mozart for a little while. It felt so good to just go have an hour and a half of pure fun on the piano; no frills, no drama, no sadness: just pure magnificence, passion, and music...ugh I love music.

Anyways -- then I had physics with the always-beautiful Julie Farhm. She looked so hot tonight: she had this blue sweater on. Damn -- heterosexuality beckons. Anyways...

Now I'm just hanging out, still hanging on to this good mood. Hopefully it'll stick. I just get nervous, though, because even when I'm in a good mood, it feels like I'm on the cusp of a total and complete emotional breakdown. Oh, well; just a fact of life I suppose. Like last night I totally flipped out but calmed down very quickly. Now, I'm in a good mood, but there's such a fine line between sanity and insanity. C'est la vie, I suppose...

Anyways...its to the Mac lab to hang with m'babe, Survivor at 9ish (?), then possibly kickin' around LV for a little while longer. Only time will tell. On verra.

Until next time ...

Love ya guys
-Craig

Since it seems to be the latest craze on the FPC campus ...

2005-03-03T15:36:16Z

I wanna play too :)

You scored as Timon. You are Timon! You're a furry, energetic lil' rascal who KNOWS how to have fun! You are very easy-going and chances are you have a close compadre who is jolly, though maybe a little piggish. You have the ability to create spontaneous comedy when you want, and the FIRST thing you look for in a friend is a sense of humor - someone you can pal around with and not look /totally/ insane. You speak your mind alot, though you throw in a joke or two to lighten the mood in tense situations. You talk alot of talk, but you're an excellent friend, when all is said and done!

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Timon

89%

Nala

79%

Sarabi

75%

Simba

75%

Mufasa

71%

68%

Pumbaa

64%

Zazu

64%

Rafiki

61%

Scar

21%

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Now all we have to do is figure out who my jolly and slightly piggish compadre is ;)

FPC Dans La Nuit

2005-03-03T03:00:43Z

Voici des photos de notre campus, couvert completement avec de la neige et avec la lune autour. C'est beau, ce campus, tu sais...

Et à Tracey, la nuit n'était qu'une forme confuse...il faut arrêter à boire, ma belle!! haha ;)

J'en ai aussi une photo d'un arbre en face du lac, mais ca ne s'est mis sur la ligne, donc dommaaaaage! :-D

Et à tous, merci pour me supporter dans ce temps de vache. Je m'excuse pour qu'il faut que vous vous occupiez avec moi. Je ne voulais pas qu'il serait comme ça. Je ne sais pas ce qui m'est submergé comme ça, mais je m'excuse mille fois. Avec peu de chance, ça tout sera finit bientôt. Mes remerciements infinitifs...:-*...de gros bisous à tous...

cregsta69 @ 2005-02-28T10:33:00

2005-02-28T15:33:53Z

I am no more lonely than the loon in the pond that laughs so loud, or than Walden Pond itself. What company has that lonely lake, I pray? And yet it has not the blue devils, but the blue angels in it, in the azure tint of its waters. The sun is alone, except in thick weather, when there sometimes appear to be two, but one is a mock sun. God is alone—but the devil, he is far from being alone; he sees a great deal of company; he is legion. I am no more lonely than a single mullein or dandelion in a pasture, or a bean leaf, or sorrel, or a horse-fly, or a bumblebee. I am no more lonely than the Mill Brook, or a weathercock, or the north star, or the south wind, or an April shower, or a January thaw, or the first spider in a new house.

Woah

2005-02-28T15:23:09Z

So it's been like a million years since I've updated...I've started an update on like 15 different occassions but have had neither the desire nor the motivation to finish it ...

I guess a lot has happened in the past however long it's been since I've written an actual update. So much that I don't even find my self with anything to say ... ups and downs; typical stuff, ya konw?

This is really really boring, but I find myself miserable once again. I've been a WICKED bitch to all of my frinds lately, flipping out at the drop of a hat. I'm really high-strung and I'm not quite sure why, but it sucks and I wish it owuld be fine. Life is much easier without stupid shit preying on your mind ...

PS: I had a dream about having ankle surgery and then the surgeon showed me pictures of my surgery and we were talking in french about it ... any ideas?

Once again, I've reached the time where I shold cut my losses...surprise surprise

humph

2005-02-21T06:46:15Z

what a disappointing nite

the brithday partyty

2005-02-05T09:11:16Z

SOooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Zak trend 21 one wensedays ---- that iwas s ofcool

thursday we went to the club ...

then on frdiay (yesterday) we had ta fcuking huge aprttyy for hiM!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now.....................i'm trahsed an the fuckign party was ...
.
OFF THE FUCKING HOOK

That was by ratr the greatsing thing ever ... I nedd sleep and slots of hydreogen hydrvozxide too...but wow it was cquite and amazing ntgih :)

I hope none gto in troubel and by none I mean one speicalicfic person....

haaaaaaaaa oope :_X goonidngiht everoyne :-* i hreat you and thanky oufor comign to celelbratie the party with us...

but there are too epopeld I hearht a tlot toight --- and I may e bd drunk right now , btu teahay was fucking hot...wow---ummso yeah il y en aura plus d'imtimite la fois prochaine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! je veous le promtoenete

...:-D LIE IS SO FUCNKING MAIZING/....

Horray for Post-Midnight Updates...

2005-02-03T06:49:21Z

Well, tonight has been really interesting...

More than anything it has made me realize one thing:

I have met some of the most amazing people in my entire life at college. The interactions I've had with each and every person, the laughs, the tears, the hugs, and even the long nights of studying over gallons of coffee: I would not trade them for the world. These are the times I'm going to remember for the rest of my days. My life is truely amazing and it is because of YOU; you are the people who have made it so. I love each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart. For everything you all have done for me, just know that just as you have been there for me (through all of the past year's SHIT), I will be here for you...
ALWAYS!.

Yeah I know it hurts
Yeah I know you're scared
Walking down the road that leads to who knows where
Don't you hang your head
Don't you give up yet
When courage starts to disappear I will be right here.

When your dreams give up
And the voices tell you turn around
When your world breaks down
I will carry you
Carry You
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you

Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing
That’s the beauty of it
when you loose your way, close your eyes and go to sleep
and wake up to another day

You should know now that your not alone
take my heart and we will find
you will find
your way home

When your dreams give up
I will carry you
carry you
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you
carry you
I will carry you
carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you

cregsta69 @ 2005-02-02T10:11:00

2005-02-02T15:11:57Z

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ZAK!!

:-)

Woah...

2005-01-31T19:16:17Z

Whoever said life is easy was WAAAAY off base. Does this look easy to YOU?:

My latest form of torture ...

2005-01-28T21:35:11Z

Here's my latest form of personal torture:

**Spring Semester '05**
*Course*	Credits
Microbiology	4
Biochemistry	4
Human Anatomy and Physiology	4
Physics	4
Seminar in Biology	2
Introduction to Mathematical Proofs	1
Total	19

So it's nice to be back at school. Haven't done a whole lot yet, but I'm enjoying myself. I've played quite a bit of tennis with Carol, been to the bubble a lot, and now classes are starting up. I'm going to be so busy with classes this semester, but I think I'm going to enjoy the challenge. Many a sleepless night will plague me, I fear, but I'm really determined to get my work done, do my course readings, etc. I've got some awesome books to look forward to this semester.

Last semester was just bad news. I think because of all the shit that went on at home over the summer, I came in burned out ... but this semester I'm really brimming with excitement. I want to get this semester started and do lots and lots of school work. Yeah, so I'm a nerd -- big deal!! HAHA But I really want to go full-bore through this semester and get some awesome grades!!! 4.0, HERE I COME!

Leave me some messages, kiddies, and I'll be talking to you soon!! :-D

Much love :-* MUAH

#1

2005-01-24T06:49:29Z

Houston ---- we have ar oprob elm :-/

wow

2005-01-24T06:12:20Z

wellllll....

I thikn that it's time to be drun kat scool

so I did

but anyways...I wihs a lot of things ahppened to night nubut nothing hapepned..

we jhust played a lot of asshoel adn rank lots of beers and then had a heart to heart (setite abd I did)

Now I"m sistting in my room and Zak is wathcing TV but I odn't watn to be tired.... I might eat food, but i kind owatned to go out!!

We'll see what ehappens :)

byeye

Loev
craig

plujs : I won't forget the preson who promised I will spend more ditmed with him tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :_)-----I saved it in a WEORD document so it's official

Holy snow...

2005-01-23T17:16:37Z

Yah...that little brown fence in front of my house...that's 18 inches high. Holy snow...

As promised...

2005-01-21T18:21:19Z

Pimp-daddy Craig:

This is just plain scarey:

Me and my buuuuuuuudy:

Ghetto-licious Kayleen:

And finally...
"Argh, matey. I've come to get your bootey."

This was too funny to NOT post...

2005-01-20T03:46:54Z

Okay everyone, it's confirmed:</>

You scored as Geek.

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Geek
69%
Loner
50%
Drama nerd
44%
Prep/Jock/Cheerleader
25%
Stoner
13%
Ghetto gangsta
6%
Punk/Rebel
6%
Goth
6%

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A real entry...

2005-01-19T02:59:18Z

Hey everyone:

It's been a while since I last told everyone what was going on...

It can be summed up in three words: Not too much!

Basically, all I've been doing is working second shift in the OR at the hospital, going home, and sleeping until noon. Movie here and there, hanging out with Kris/Kayleen/my girlies on the weekends. That's about it; yeah I know I'm boring ;).

It's really quiet here tonight ::knock on wood:: and I don't really have much to say. This weekend, Zak came down and hung out for the weekend. Erica had a party on Friday night cause her mom went away for a week or two. Wow - tons of fun. I don't think I've ever had that much to drink before. I had like 20 shots of peppermint schnapps. haha - wicked nasty. I'll post pictures later when I'm home so y'all can see what was going on haha only some of the pictures though :-P

I think I'm gonna go now :) I'll talk to you soon :-D

See everyone at school!!!!!!!!